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Thursday, April 19, 2007
my week ends ultra early cos no lectures. (:
dad was asking if i am enjoying my life. of course i do. EVERY SINGLE BIT of my cells are screaming positive. life has never feel this good. i get more than 12 hours of bed and not to forget, my all-time-afternoon-napsss so that adds to 15hrs. that explains me still awake at this hour.
yy picked me up for my tutorial and he said i looked radiant. the first thing he says was, "HOW COME EXAMS STILL LOOK SO HAPPY, NO STRESS?!" roll eyes* i didnt know he has sucha motive. rofl. no way man. i have 2 distinctions for my first two papers. want to see me burried with books and notes? i take this as a year break because i die-die also want my year back. lol. dress up lookin' healthy and fresh for every lectures. its something inexplicable. its like balancing. my secret motto is, "dont slog your life for something, trying new things makes a tommorow." you can tell me this is stupid or throw me with your logics, but come on man... you think you are happy with your routines? or say something practical, when you are in your younger days, regret not doing something? prolly like confessing or spotting a hot pink hairdo? or even shoot in nude. its something, inexplicable, again.
i remembered ll studying in london. we went drinking and i immediately sense he regretted putting in so much effort in school. he should have just get a car and drive around. he was there for three years and he HADNT dated a blondie. i was dumbfounded. na already had a french-ie in france and she is a extremely conservative and religious person. see.. this is what i called regrets. its not the doing, its the trying and "has-been-done-before" do it when you are young, and you can.
browsing through the papers, fann wong is 36. indeed, she has amazing skin and looks deceived us, or rather me but numbers play a part. i saw her picture on a blog. one of the comments actually indicate that she "act cute". i sorta agree. she has weird moves/actions, she finds it cute? i dont know. maybe she tries to be bubbly or she is when i saw her. i dont see her acting like that say, 5 years ago? she always has this "shu-nu" image back then. i secretly think, she knows she is aging, that's why she tries to act this way to keep up." and i secretly wishes, i will aged gracefully (:
zhongren spam me. ding dong. send me the same old thing. like circulating it back/around. really ding dong. i think its a total no-sense for people who come up with those mails.
i've to replenish with buckets of water when i get up later.